Second Nights

Wow have not been updating this shit for a long time, okay as in it's just a few days, but still.. So many activities went on. So lets start with last Wednesday, had school as usual, 2 hours of accounting was interesting, had 20minutes of econs consultation which was quite productive and finally general paper which was damn horrible cause we had to change seats. D; Went to have sogurt x2 for lunnnnchh with averil. :P MAJOR LOVE YOU JANICE. LOVING THE SOGURT. Thenn headed back to school for council, discussed about investiture, planned the formation and stuff, thank you Habib. After school, headed to sogurt again with Tyler :P ADDICTION HAHAHAH. Then went home! And went to thomson to have dinz with family!


Thursday was pretty much draining. Hate thursdays, all the subjects. zzz. So had gp lecture in the morning done by Ms Lee which was dammmn enjoyable, that lesson was the best lecture ever or what? Laugh non-stop, hahahha. Then had econs ah, had a test which was MCQ so it was fine. Then had mob, really wanna sleep, don't know what she is talking about, the whole time i was dreaming about food, like give me my pizzas already thx. Had accounting, Mr Cheng finished the budgeting lecture, AND HERE COMES REVISION TILL A LEVELS WEEEEE! Need all the revision I can get.

Mr Cheng said he saw my at holland v during the march holidays, hahaha stalker much? kidding, why always bump into him, like out of all the hundred plus teachers in school, every single time i have to bump into Mr Cheng, hahahha. Like at MBS la, Buona Vista etc etc. Then, went to have pastamania dinz with Bte Nasiman, so long nvr eat that, felt so shiok, like food come to mama, finally.


Friday, daddy went to Bangkok in the morning. So I had to transport to Jurong Central Park. Like cause we had MI Run, really damn nonsense man, I don't want what MI Run, I WANT THE SPORTS NIGHT PLS. CANCEL THIS SHIT, TYVM. Anyway, so took the train at my normal usual timing, which was like at 6.20am (supposed to reach Boon Lay at 7.45am to meet dy and hanan and av but in the end...), DAMN THE TRAIN DAMN THE FRIGGING TRACKS LIKE R U KIDDING ME, THANK GOD IT WAS NOT A NORMAL SCHOOL DAY, IF NOT CONFIRM DETENTION, FIRST TIME LATE FOR SCHOOL EVENT DAMN THIS SHIT, felt so horrible. :(


The train ride was fine at the beginning, quite slow but it was fine, then it reached Kranji, and it stopped there for like 10 minutes? FK YOU DONT MAKE ME LATE. Then I thought okay maybe it's just Kranji tracks. Scarly ah, stop again in the middle of Kranji and Yew Tee, I was like, major rolling my eyes, sighing so hard praying that I would not be late. Because it was already 7.20am. Like, okay la, there's still so much time for like 6 stations to arrive at 7.45am. Scarly mf train kept stopping at every single station for more than 5 minutes each time, like are you fking kidding me, I reached Jurong East MRT AT 8AM. Reach Boon Lay at 8.15am, fed up or what you tell me, fking hell 2 hour train ride.

Anyway MI Run was sort of redundant like everyone is walking, played touch rugby taught by Jill which was very fun. :) Headed to Serangoon to meet megan and we travelled to tai seng and to town, funny things happened, really really unexpected day HAHAHA. Then headed home to prepare to go to the airport to fetch my father. Went to the airport to have Popeyes with mum and bro, then starbucks then finally dad came out of the arrival hall at 11pm. Rushed home, rushed to change put make up and stuffs, and then HEADED TO ZOUKKK. :P Had so much fun clubbing w my girls, its always a good time!!


Next morning, woke up at 9am, lazed around till 11am! Did some studying and then headed out to meet Megan at Somerset, this lady shopshopshopshop, salute sia hahahah. And we headed to bayfront to meet up with abs, kez and sherrie! Did Earth Hour! AND I FKING HIGH FIVED JAMIE FOXX OMG, AND TOUCHED EMMA STONE AND ANDREW GARFIELD LOVING THE NIGHT SO MUCH I LOVE SPIDERMAN. Thank you Yizhen for the opportunity like this! Went home and then headed to Butterfact to club w my girls. Although the night ended on a bad note because yknow, i'm me, i suck. :( But nevertheless it was an amazing day! :)


Todat went to church and went to visit my second aunt, fking hangover headache not gone HAHAHA. OKAY GOODBYE! :)

Second Productivity

Omg, mugged since 6.30pm. No joke, four and a half hours in this chair is really no joke. But ofcourse I used my phone at times hahahaha fk. its okay 7-8 more months of this nonsense and i can go party like crazy. So today in school, oh tuesdays oh tuesdays, really hard to survive tuesdays, had 3 consecutive periods of econs early in the morning at 8.05am. Then had so many redundant breaks and reading programmes, want to sleep also cannot man.

sogurt yesterday with the ladies

So like had 3 consecutive periods of business management as well, ya like are you kidding me. had htp and then PE which was damn retarded because what I was doing was, holding a blanket and flipping balls with it together with my mates av, hanan and jer. Came home for dinner! Mum cooked! But i drank too much water that i felt so full, feeling so bad. :( cause i didnt finish what she cooked. Anyway, yes yes, i can happily say what a productive day it is today.


Let me explain the photos:
1: Usual karaoke sesh after o levels.
2. Chilling at amkhub, pardon my bangs.
3. What the hell am I doing with roydon idk. Feeling like heaven tho, with the light and all.
4. Burger king fries eating contest.
5. Alvin and the chipmunks movie!!
6. Omg, I was 13 in this pic, at the zoo!
7. Just last december :)
8. My 18th birthday.
9. USS>ToysRus hahaha.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROYDON. So sad I cannot celebrate with him. :( Thats all, goodbye!

Second Support

Yesterday, performed my songs in public for the first time, as nerve wrecking as it sounds, YES IT WAS. I had a mini heart attack okay, but my rainbow song, hahaha people were going ''ehwa ehwa ehwa'' after the climax, i feel so happy! :D Thank you abigail for inviting me, giving all your support. And my brother as well hahaha. These few days I keep eating eating eating eating like a damn fat pig, then i found out why, thank you uterus, fking behave yourself i tell you, no joke, i wanna slap you but that's just going to make the pain worse. LOL. Ughhhhhh. Okay, goodbye!

Second Jeans.

so yesterday i had lunch with yx. went home to sleep for the entire day hehehehehhhh. loving the sleep cause, okay what am i saying. today, went to have lunch buffet with mum and bro! And then went shopping. I frigging bought the same pairs of jeans, like the others make my legs look damn fat, i dont like. or maybe my life is too uniformly. y'know, jo is being crazy again. Then went home to do mob tys, in the end I played sims, continued to build my vampire's lairrrr. So that's about it! oh did you know that pikachu is japan's official mascot for 2014 fifa world cup. they treat this as a joke or what hahaha. 

so not gna have dinz cause y'know, fat ass fat. i'm just here like what am i doing with my life. i need to run, need to run, to lose weight. (to be honest i don't really know what i'm talking about again as well.) Bought black hair dye. :( damn you ms ang why. And guy tomorrow I'm performing at central christian centre! going to perform rainbow and lonely times! Goodbye! :)

Second Creeps

Yesterday, went to j8 to buy jotter books, tyvm Mrs Chan why can't we just use foolscape boo. Then headed to holland v to study accounting, damn unproductive only manage to cover Depreciation, Control Accounts and Manufacturing Accounts. After which went to meet Adeline for dinz at Star Vista, we ate Itacho!!!! :P DELICIOUS AS IT SOUNDS, YES IT IS. And we chatted bout so many random stuff, like cats and aiya all the funny things. NOT TO MENTION MR NIAM, IDK HOW TO SPELL HIS NAME BUT, super damn extremely creepy stalker dont anyhow come stalk people la, get a life bitch. Y'know how we usually normally stalk people on social platforms?

This creep fking waits at Adeline's bus stop every morning, calls her nonstop, threatens her not to put the phone down like are you serious. Din know that people like that exists. So went home and watched chinese drama hahahaha. Then toady I'm gonna take btt, which i know I confirm fail because i did not even like read anything or take mock tests or study and shits, where got time? Why did i even sign up in the first place, are you kidding me. Going butterfact and zouk tonight! So that's all, goodbye! :)

Second Songs

So sunday, went for Man vs Machine at Botanic Gardens with Jill, Jer, Junfang, Yana, Keer and Bren! Had so much fun despite the heavy downpour! We had porn for lunch, as in the restaurant name was called porn. The owner is Pornsak, then right, it was at star vista so it was like, 'pornstar', y'know what I'm saying? Hahaha, you might be wondering why I deleted my last post, well, lets just say that there are some things better left on it's own. So monday stayed at home, supposed to go to school but lazy girl is lazy.

Went to queue for the free egg muffin. LOL. I am damn auntie luh. But free who don't want? Finished composing my song! Come support me thi coming saturday at central christian church, I'm performing my rainbow song and another song, which i have not decided yet. Should I sing Lonely Times or Come Back? Such tough choices to make. hmm. Watched vampire academy, quite boring ley. Today gonna study outside and then gonna meet adeline for dinz! Goodbye! :)

Second Universities

On friday, went to the boring school and then went to LTA learning journey! Damn cool luh the LTA Gallery, show us the train all. Then went to dhoby gaut to have kfc for dinz, and then I went home to eat oreo donuts. omg. fat or fat. FAT SIA. Today, woke up damn super fking early to go to NTU for some economics seminar which was like damn boring??? That all the MI students left early. Damn funny I cannot. Then went to NUS OH with Megan and then went to have 4 fingers for dinz! And off to nex to meet a few other people! Frigging two unis in 1 day. Goodbye!

Second Mistakes

Ohhh I'm ten feet tall all alll ~ That song is like stuck in my head? Omg damn sleepy and tired and exhausted I feel like I just went to through a year of emotional mental and physical breakdowns thankyou headache. As in it's just a figure of speech la, not real one. I mean cause yknow, how Megan and I always has last minute clubbing plans, yes yesterday was one of those days! Like around 10plus, we decided to go hahaha! Well, it was quite yknow bad at first but then it was fun in the middle-ish period, and then at the ending part, it was bad. :( I mean, like i don't know, I got scared and stuff and when I reached home, omg shock of my life. Almost died I tell you, no joke.

Today at school, okay so like I trained to school, I went out super early idk for fk. And then, had gp lecture, omg I dozed off like I think six or seven times, and ms gab caught me for one of those times. My legs needed a stretch and the space was like super small, so I was like quite angry and pissed at that moment. Okay like, so far the only person who has seen me like mad irritated and angry and pissed is (omg not even roydon), is my brother. I will frigging throw knives at you. But y'know the amount of patience I have is just fascinating. And then had econs, went to the general office with jeraldine to get some oil.

JOKE OF THE DAY, I APPLIED THE OIL ON MY EYES. Tell me how dumb I am? Fking cannot even open them at first y'know. Ms Cherie was like, ---, so embarrassing. If you think your reputation is ruined enough I frigging applied oil on my eyes because the desk auntie told me to do so. Fking dumb srsly omg wtf. So spicy that I had to close my eyes on my way to the class, like Jeraldine was my 'guide' kinda thing. Then during IRP, most horrible headache, i can't even describe. I also didn't drink much what!? Then had mob lesson which I used it to sleep at the sick bay. And then had accounting lesson which mad me come back to life. LOL. Okay then had econs quition after school, omg 3hours. Can just die man.

Goodnight! :)

Second Shorts

Good midnights. its going to be the end of Wednesday. So yesterday was a super long super super super super long day. Like had PE and everything. And so, weight loss begins, kidding, I've been putting on so much weight that I feel like dying. It's true. Today went to school as usual, had economics consultation w Cherie Alexis (aka ms cherie) hahaha, found out her catholic name! And then had council after school which was so zzzz. Love ms quek, she is da best or what. So that's about it Goodnight! :)

Second Nonsense

What in the world, I feel so bloated and fat like a turkey pig. Just gonna have to starve for the next few days. :( No averil and hana don't tempt me with chocolates nono, I will not be tempted. Today was quite fast, had GP which was like quite interesting we were discussing about Ukriane & Russian, Tamils in Myanmar. And then I on the other side was talking about African people in Singapore. Cause they were talking about the minorities in Singapore, having racial ratios for applying hdb flats and I was like, "then the African how, they can apply meh", like I'm such nonsensical. Then had accounting, omg assignment 4B quite tricky, but I finished it. :) Had mob which is the most boringest shit ever, I just talked nonsense and stoned in class.


After school, hehehehhh, chiong ah, went to Marina Bay Sands to meet my family for dinner to celebrate wedding anniversary. :) Thennnn took photos and stuff, and came home cause Dad was tired. Damn the haze so fking smelly, like whole of Singapore the like machiam BBQ-ing everywhere, where my BBQ chicken satay I want, stop burning nature la Indonesia you think you pushup bra is it wanna push 7 month up. Wlao really cannot, how to run 2.4km like that? Everyone might as well get asthma man. Not gonna be surprised when everyone starts wearing N95 Masks to school like, thank God for the holidays.


Imagine me doing pledge duty, and I'll b like, other than reminding students to yknow put on their collarpin and shits, I'll be like, "students please remove your masks you're not frigging Bane or something." poor thing sia. :( hahahha see this is the kind of rubbish I talk about in class. So that sums up my day! Goodbye! :)

Second Things She Said

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost, if I'm asking for help, it's only because, being with you has opened my eyes, could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how, I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out. Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me, nobody else so we can be free. And I'm all mixed up feeling cornered and rushed, they say it's my fault but I want her so much, wanna fly her away where the sun and the rain, come in over my face, wash away all the shame. When they stop and stare, -don't worry me. Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me. I can try to pretend, I can try to forget.But it's driving me mad, going out of my head. yes I've lost my mind.

Okay in case you're thinking about anything, that is the song lyrics to All the things she said, HAHA THANKS TO MAUREEN THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. Gotta type it out. Today was churching and slacking at homes so that's all, quite unproductive, next time will be studying time, once again. D: Goodbye!

Second Open House

sorry hanan...danying made me draw. HAHA.
Y'know as we grow older, we start to have these weird feelings, I don't know how to put it in words but I just gotta write it out somewhere. Like the fuck am I thinking, okay so I currently like this person, not gonna tell you who, but anyway, hot stuff, nice personality, cute! Then on the other hand, I am ugh. Shall not embarrass myself hahah fk. why is it getting more and more difficult to choose. zzz



Anyway, so on Thursday, school was mehhh. Normalish, so sleepy as always. Then on Friday we had some Adam Khoo talk thingy, is it really necessary to replace lesson time with this. I mean seriously. Lesson time is damn precious, then later come and say we need to quickly complete the syllabus cause no time. I'll be like fk you your own fault. zzz. On the bright side, I think I'm more motivated? Anyway so after school went home to eat and stuff. Then went to zouk w ma gurlllls. Made friends with some hot girls. ;)


Then today, woke up late-ish-early, suppose to meet hanan and av at 10.30 at boonlay mrt, but I only woke up at 9.30am and left the house at 10am. So, yknow latttte, but aiya hanan alsso late anyway. hahaha. Met many familiar faces in NTU Open House. Then went to Jurong Point to have dinz with danying and irshad! And many funny and stupid things happened, because of Irshad hahaha, he damn funny I cannot even. Then got cockroach at Ichiban Sushi ewwww. Got 3 somemore on the wall beside our table. ew or what. yes correct, it's ew. So that's about it, Goodbye! :0

Second Concert Tickets

We can just run dem red lights. Cause miracles do happen. :') Okay yesterday I was mad sad because Taylor Swift concert tickets were sold out, so I was crying so hard on the inside. Today, my dear friend Tyler got me dem tickets!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I REALLY WANT TO HUG & KISS HIM OMGOSH. But that's not appropriate. hahahaha. Taylor I'm coming for you. :') Crying tears of joy. Cause Jesus loves me.


So yesterday, school was normal, did Napha 3 stations! I passed all. ALL IS WELL, ALL IS WELL. Today, school was damn short? hahahaha. due to the evacuation drill. Went to eat with mum and bro. I'm home! So that's about it. I am so happy I am so fking happy, never felt so happy in my life like since, since Lady Gaga concert!! Goodbye! :)

Second Results

The only reason I club is for -certainpurposes-, hahaha okay I realized it has been a long time since I answered questions on askfm. Have been deleting dem questions recently cause most of the questions were either insults, the same kind of questions or yknow what I mean. But I shall be graceful and stop deleting them only for today HAHA.  So today morning, had KFC Breakfast with my breakfast club, dy, av and hanan. Then proceeded to school, did pledge duty. Had first lesson of the day which was GP.


I was supposed to present an article. The article I chose was Is The Onslaught Making Us Crazy, it was about how the internet can cause future problems for us and stuff. I was talking and talking nonstops, i bet my classmates were like, "dafug is she talking abt", or like, "omg can this end", hahaha. opps. Then after GP was accounting, I fking improved, congratulations jo, you are loved by yourself for improving. :D how's that for starters. Did accounting corrections even though I had the answer sheet hahaha. Mr Tan gave it to me to straight after the accounting exam!


Then had mob, which was like, woohoo, I scored a good grade. :) Was really nervous for A Level results, even though I was only going to receive results for 2 subjects. So I got a D for maths and S for chinese. Frigging can make more nintendos. my maths wants the D. (get it get it?) totally. Then after school, I wanted to eat nasilemak w my breakfastclub but it was rice so. :( so I went home with abigail, then bumped into jia en and gang. And impromptu decision to have swensens ice cream! Who could turn it down? :P Fuck I need to stop being tempted. *slaps self. After which I met Glen and went home w him!


After that had a family dinner, and tadahhh I'm back! Now I'll proceed to talk about Batam Trip Day 3! So woke up later in the morning, around 6.15am! (cause I know Averil confirm wont wake up.) hahaha. In the end we ate breakfast w abigail and junfang cause Hanan and Jerry were still getting ready! Thennn went back to the primary school to teach English, but then we were chased to paint the classrooms instead. I mean like r u serious. Anyway good exercise, lovin the cardio, up down up down, here we go, paint now. I can create another song man. I'll name it the paint song. HAHAHA.


Then went back to the hotel to check out and we were given only half an hour. Averil said she wanted to quickly bathe then sleep awhile. 30minutes also wanna sleep ah. HAHAHA, THAT'S MY AV FOR YOU. Then, went to this indonesian restaurant for lunch, it was damn luh the food. Best food I've tasted since I stepped into Batam. After which we proceeded to shopping and I went around like an auntie, searching for kuehs, keropoks, clothes, souvenirs. ATE A&W :P FINALFKINGLY. Then went back to Singapore by ferrrrrry. Lovin the ride. Cabbed home and typed out the blog post I wrote on Saturday. So, Goodbye! :)

Second Paint

I am so tired cum lazy to bathe, like I could fall asleep any moment now. The amount of will-power I'm using to force myself to be awake to post this, to do the reflection for Batam trip to send to Ms Gab, to do all my homeworks given since I was absent for school due to my Batam trip, plus I have to prepare the damn article for gp presentation. wanna stab myself yay. plus knowing the possibility of me contracting malaria?? Plus a level results released tmr, omg shoot me now, shoot me. plus ct results released tmr. r u fking kidding me.


It's like a huge wave of tsunami slapping me in the face, totally gotta party on friday, my borgeous. Cause we are, we are, invincible invincible, yes I have to be invincible to face all these challenges, yes jo you can do this shit. So today, went to my old church instead of Trinity cause they invited my brother and I to come back for their anniversary. Met some old friends like serene, james, andrew, etc etc. Got a free shirt yayy. Then went to SMU Open House with Averil (who was late) and explored the courses and  the campus. Really nice facilities, omg the gym, damn tempting. I like how the uni is structured, plus the overseas exchange programme facinated me. After that proceeded to Makisan for dinz and then went for blood donation which failed cause they said maybe I have malaria need to wait for 4 months boo you. averil also.

Okay now I'm gng to post about Day 2 of my Batam trip. So woke up super early like 5.45am, in Singapore it was 6.45am. But anyway, Averil kept saying, "5minutes" "5minutes", refusing to wake up hahha. Then I called Hanan's room and then I woke them up. opps. But we supposed to meet at 6am for breakfast lea, in the end met at 6.20am. The sky was already damn bright. The breakfast was sucky, it was fried rice, some noodle thingy, sausage and potato, and cereal with milk and bread with kaya. I ate like sausage and potatoes and bread with kaya. 'yums' Wtf did I just eat, oily food. But that's what you get for paying only $40 for this trip. #nocomplaining.

Went back to the hotel to get ready for the day. Proceeded to Yos Anugrah something idk how to spell or cant even remember the name primary school. Omg another shock of my life. The primary was like on the scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the best, I totally rate it 1. Seriously, no lights were turned on in the classroom, the floor was dirt. Imagine learning in a class, then suddenly a cat runs in, and a rooster walks past the classroom going "pokpokpok", eh I mean, "croocroocooejcdiekcdsj" fk this, I will just quit school man if I was them, but they didn't care, it was so sad and pitiful. And the principal cant even speak proper english so I'm like, whuttt....

Proceeded with painting of the 2 new classrooms which was super unsafe!!! LIKE FKING CAUTION SIGN SHOULD BE PUT UP EVERYWHERE YKNOW. The classroom floor was sand, dirt, mud, rocks and like we are supposed to paint the ceiling which was like 4metres high??? Use what? Think we can fly up and paint the ceiling ah. Siao. Averil damn daring, she use the ladder which was damn unstable thanks to the floor. I seriously clap hands for the builders of the classroom. Unsafe hard objects lying on the ground, we were so vulnerable to die seriously. But we still made it out alive. Then proceeded to the international school for the rich people.

Yes, the filthy rich. The school is like a total opposite from the primary school we went to.  Airconidtioned classrooms everywhere, there was reception, huge school and stuff. Did my icebreakers which were a success, yay clap hand for me come. Then met my buddies, Vincent and Daniel! :) There are nice boys, younger than me by like 4 years, gosh I'm old. Then played dodgeball and the girls won! Played tug of war and MI LOST CAUSE WE NOOB LA. Our pe whole day run run run, where got time to train on strength you tell me. Went back to the primary school to continue painting.

This was when they said we were supposed to dilute the paint with water. I was like, "r u serious". I thought the thicker the paint the better?? Confirm cause they not enough paint, cheapo mamas. Then they diluted the water till it was like fking milk texture. So we were like using milk to paint the walls. yay how smart that is. The milk fking drip so much la. In the end also buy another bucket of paint. ZZZ. Don't know how paint works then dont anyhow la hor. But like maybe cause they poor thats why, I mean just have to voice out what right. Anyway, it was a good experience man! I really feel how blessed I am.

Find me.
Was playing a ball game in the bus w hanan, jeraldine and averil, and i lost, so I had to eat last for dinner. hahahaha. Dinner was as good as the day before. Deliciouuusussususuus. Had reflection thingy again and off to bed! I watched Bruce Almighty, and Averil fell asleep. So that's Day 2 for you! Goodbye!

Second Poverty

It has been a long time since I've posted! Sorry was in Batam! Which is what I'm gng to post about. So on Thursday, 27 Feb, woke up at my usual time and dad sent my mum and I to Raffles Place. I went to my mum's office to lepak cause it was damn early? The view from above, I felt like I was in New York, I need to go there man. Then proceeded to Habourfront to meet my girls for macs breakfast before we board the ferry at 9.30am. Omg you should try the sunrise roll for macs breakfast quite nice! :P Sunrise roll ~ Sunrise roll ~ yumyumyumyum. By it only $4. (to the tune of my liverbread song for those who know haha)

The ferry ride was damn shiok! How long has it been since I took a ferry, the last ferry I took was to Sentosa so just imagine how long that was ago. The ferry ride felt like a roller coaster luh, up down up down. Had a mini briefing about the plans to teach english and I had to brief dem peeps bout my ice breakers. So we reached Batam, the place where we boarded the tour bus, omg smell like shit. We went to the miniature park, which was nothing much other than the horrible hear from the sun. Heng my sunblock was +110spf. Then went to the hotel! It was a 2 star hotel so cant expect much.

Adventure Time!

At least my hotel room had plasma tv? and cable! :D And the aircon wasn't spoilt. Averil and I were roommates we took many bottles of water from the tour agency to store in our fridge, so we could use it to brush our teeth, smart right? Averil's idea. We went to the orphanage and I had a shock of my life.

Okay, orphanage, when you picture it, i see a kindergarten setting kind of place. Instead, the orphanage was a shop house (something like a shophouse in little india) with 2 rooms. God bless them. And the orphanage had 50 children, goodness gracious. How they gonna sleep, how they gonna bathe. Goodness me when I entered the room. It was a normal sized room, and the lightbulb was just that lightbulb, the energy saving one, just that in the centre. You gotta be kidding me. Then the carpet was blue and dirty, it made me claustrophobic, gave me a bad headache. :( But the show still had to go on. We played Blow Wing Blow and Bang! the kids didn't seem to understand my english. so the running of the games were so-so, mehhh.

Lunch time, omg, the packeted food was like, ermaigawd, where's the spoon even. How to eat w/o spoon you tell me. It was Rice with curry sauce + curry chicken + vege (damn small portion of vege) THE PROPORTION OF RICE TO DISHES WAS: 4:1 Like the hell, why so much rice??? This is an experience I will never forget! Like seriously. I feel so blessed in Singapore that I could eat whatever I want in whatever portions. There I was like refusing to eat cause of the rice, when like the kids were enjoying it so much, I'm like "how do you survive." But that's their life, they are actually not complaining, and there I was complaining. Shows what a spoilt brat I am.

Proceeded with the teaching of English and stuff. It was quite stressful because of my claustrophobia, I'm not even like, I don't even have claustrophobia but that enclosed area just gave me that severe headache. :( Then I looked at the kids to see how engaged they were in learning. Even though the English game was not so great, they still screamed and shouted like it was a funfair, like it was so fun for them. So sad to see this girl named Lina, she is like around 6 years old? She cant walk. :( I had to carry her, feel so sadddd and pitiful. :( I tried my best to entertain her by reading her stories from a picture book even though she doesn't understand, she laughed at it.

After 3 rounds of teaching, we proceeded back to the hotel. We had 1 hour to washup, the shower was damn shiok cause I felt damn ew, so when the water came down on me, I felt like I was in the pantene advertisement. "Feel the rain on your skin, no one else can feel it for you." I totally wanted to sing it, but then I realized Averil was in the room. We went for dinner at 6pm! Yayyy hotel buffet. :P Averil and I damn Singaporean auntie, first one to grab the food. HAHAH. Then had a debrief of the day, Ms Gab kept wanting us to reflect and stuff and made Averyn teach us some Indo words. Like Dengarin, Lingkaran, omg I still remember smart or smart? GENIUS.

Then after that, Av and i went to the hotel reception to enquire about the spa in the hotel. DAMN THEIR SERVICE I TELL YOU, THEY SAID 8PM CLOSE THEN SUDDENLY THE NEXT DAY CLOSE AT 5PM LIKE HELLO MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND ON THE CLOSING TIME YOU. Then had a mini confessions cum playing cards cum watching tv with snacks session at my room with my girls. :) Then it was sleeping time. zzzzzzzz. So that's Day 1! TMR THEN I UPLOAD DAY 2. In conclusion, I've learned to appreciate what I currently have, thank God I'm born in Singapore and not like in Indo or something worse. I also got to see for myself what poverty really is, I wanna help those kids! Goodbye! :)